Sunday, March 04, 2007

And I still ...

I'm looking for something. It's been a while. In many places, at varied times have I hoped to find it. Events and experiences have never parried me from this quest. Nor have the places, nor have the people.

The path ahead beckons with promise, just like the path I've tread reeks of stony grief. My eyes fall to the ground ... ignoring things important ...
yet I walk on adamant, arrogant, defiant, ruthless. Tears, pain, anger, hatred, ... reactions to love unrequited ... love left behind ... love for me.

Maybe its only fair that I haven't found it. Its only fair to admit that the love I pushed away, the burdened pain was for that something ...

and I still haven't a clue what I'm looking for.
I smile as I say this ...
That is what I do ...
Because that is what I can ...



For all the suffering
you have endured,

For all the people
I've walked past,
Forgive me never
for your broken smiles,
If you do
I believe
I wont last.




1 comments:

Kartikey said...

amit, thanks for your comment on theyoungindia.com

I didn't know where to reply so doing it here.

you have a very valid point. McCain comes out unscathed in all this political drama. He could be seen as more comfortable and mature.
On the other hand-maybe-Obama is sees as a better choice since the people know more about him than McCain... his stance on issues is more pronounced...